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10092014: The 600th Post

Because of this, I became more eager to come out of my shell. This post is a revelation, an acceptance of who I really am and how I really feel. This poem speaks a lot, especially to the community I want to be with. Thank you, Richard Blanco.

Until We Could - Richard Blanco

Hi

One thing I know for sure
Is that the last time I will
call you
With our old pet name
Is the first time
I will let my heart
Spill out.

Because these two letters
That always go along
Together
Were the only things
That keep my bliss
Of saying your name,
Of seeing your messages
Out of your sight.

05102014
Trying to go back to capturing random things.

05102014
Trying to go back to capturing random things.

Played — 22 times
Trackname — American Boy (Originally by Estelle)
Artist — Sam Sparro
Album — Radio 1's Live Lounge Volume 3 (CD1)
10012014
Hi Blarrgg, this - I think, sums up my life right now: under construction. See, I’ve been through ups and downs, sanity and procrastination, insanity and self-esteem. It’s like committing (my stomach churns to the sound of it)to something impossible to reach and yet you still want to because, I don’t know… you want to be scarred? You want to prove that you’re taking things one step at a time? 

Sometimes, I feel like I’ve made a wrong decision, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

10012014
Hi Blarrgg, this - I think, sums up my life right now: under construction. See, I’ve been through ups and downs, sanity and procrastination, insanity and self-esteem. It’s like committing (my stomach churns to the sound of it)to something impossible to reach and yet you still want to because, I don’t know… you want to be scarred? You want to prove that you’re taking things one step at a time?

Sometimes, I feel like I’ve made a wrong decision, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Apparently this happens all the time when your ideas pop inside your head when you are in the shower; and your body is washed clean - so is your imagination.

I guess I should draw in the bathroom…?

Apparently this happens all the time when your ideas pop inside your head when you are in the shower; and your body is washed clean - so is your imagination.

I guess I should draw in the bathroom…?

Where’s my mind?

I feel like I can’t do anything right, like I’m slipping away from the important things. I wanted to be in this situation but it’s like I haven’t took time to prepare for it.

I don’t want to think about it but uugghh I just need to get this out of my head.

Hey, buddy :)

Hey, buddy :)

I hope they have Tumblr in heaven

Last night while we were at the church, I saw your face in another person’s body. I was sure it was you I saw, although I know this is just an illusion - a made-up image of you. I thought I have forgotten your face, but last night those memories I had with you were still vivid as they flashed back through my mind; and I cried a lot - telling Him to wave you hello when you pass by. This is somewhat weird but I’m happy I saw you. It was a long time, really.

I always miss you, chessmaster. We always do.

I have always wondered how the depths would be - like sinking or floating? like crashing or flying? 
Would it be like how you’ve touched my soul, or how you’ve made me fall?

I have always wondered how the depths would be - like sinking or floating? like crashing or flying?
Would it be like how you’ve touched my soul, or how you’ve made me fall?

Disarray

It’s like driving on a smooth road and suddenly you didn’t notice the bump,
or that moment of craving for your favorite drink and it suddenly sold out. It was that very certain day when you bought yourself a souvenir for a job well done at work, then you got yourself into the sinkhole.

Life is really a mess, but this is just a phase. I’ll get by… soon.

For the first time in a long time, we finally have a picture of us! :> Low quality nga lang, but who cares anyway. 

P.S. Are your eyes getting more chinky o ginagaya mo lang ako?

For the first time in a long time, we finally have a picture of us! :> Low quality nga lang, but who cares anyway.

P.S. Are your eyes getting more chinky o ginagaya mo lang ako?

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